about the murder of my two sons, and our life together, the struggles of a mother battling depression and trying to heal beyond these storms!

The Trial, the memories and accepting loss once again!

On March 22, 1991 after a 14-day trial in Rockingham County Superior Court, New Hampshire, my daughter Pamela Smart was wrongfully found guilty in the murder of

The author recounts the murder of her five children, ages one to seventeen, by a fourteen-year-old boy and his twenty-year-old accomplice